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ladylarkrunestuff happened tonight. Bad stuff. Good Stuff. It all depends on your point of view. None of it happened to directly to me. But I am affected by it in any case.
I don't know what I feel about this stuff that happened. I want to say I feel both bad and happy at the same time. I want to say that I am disappointed and thrilled all at once.
and yes I am being deliberately vague. Some people who read this will have a pretty good Idea what I am talking about. And that is ok. They know what happened. But others shouldn't know.
I'm putting it here cause I don't know what I feel. I've had a few hours to think about it and I still haven't figured it out. It's like I'm all confuzzled and discombobulated. I'm like one of those ping-pong balls in a lotto machine bouncing against everything. And I'm trying to work things out and brooding isn't helping (it rarely does) so I need to say my piece and let it go.
Easier to say than to do I've found.
I don't know what I feel about this stuff that happened. I want to say I feel both bad and happy at the same time. I want to say that I am disappointed and thrilled all at once.
and yes I am being deliberately vague. Some people who read this will have a pretty good Idea what I am talking about. And that is ok. They know what happened. But others shouldn't know.
I'm putting it here cause I don't know what I feel. I've had a few hours to think about it and I still haven't figured it out. It's like I'm all confuzzled and discombobulated. I'm like one of those ping-pong balls in a lotto machine bouncing against everything. And I'm trying to work things out and brooding isn't helping (it rarely does) so I need to say my piece and let it go.
Easier to say than to do I've found.
